what if.

i couldn't see the stars anymore.and there was no more reason for anything.
-edward cullen; new moon.


you made a choice, i don't know if you can do it, but i can't.
every time i see your name, a tear roll down my face.
i want to tell you how much i love you, but i know i shouldn't.
i needed you, i still do. and i forever will.
i wanted you, i wanted you so badly, i got you but i let you go.
why? why did i do it?
you know how you never really treasure anything till you lose it? you're that treasure.
well, i'm a little too chicken to face you now.
i'm sorry.
goodbye, you'll be loved and missed.

i gotta find you.

Everytime I think I'm closer to the heart
Of what it means to know just who I am
I think I've finally found a better place to start
But no one ever seems to understand

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Oh yeah
Yeah yeah

You're the remedy I'm searching hard to find
To fix the puzzle that I see inside
Painting all my dreams the color of your smile
When I find you
It will be alright

I need to try to get to where you are
Could it be, your not that far

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday
Where you are is where I wanna be
Oh next to you... and you next to me
Oh I need to find you... yeah

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (yeah, yeah)
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

You're the voice I hear inside my head,
the reason that I'm singing
I need to find you (I need to find you)
I gotta find you (I gotta find you)
You're the missing piece I need,
the song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

Yeah Yeah!
I gotta find you

i saw a twilight today,
i saw a purple-pink sky, the moon and stars.
i loved it, but yet i hated it.

fireworks down at chinese garden, blocked by lakeshore. i couldn't see it but definately could hear it.

hi, i'm samantha.
what am i doing here.
goodnight.

jealousy, jealousy kills.